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Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it

people need to BUTT OUT. If you want to have the same values as 1862 go for it, but I’m going to continue living in the present thanks.


Why are screaming and crying always together and i should sleep but i think someone’s calling me but i don’t really care…


I almost forgot the nausea side effect to go with the freaky hormones

Can I go back to being anti-prescription meds?


ha ha

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why did I think it would be a good idea to start a medication that fucks with my hormones 

i don’t know either

ha

ha ha


Okay so legitimately need one of those pill things to keep my life straight how do people even manage taking more than one medication and having two sets of time sensitive things like what if I forget omg I’m terrifed I have like four pills to take a day, granted two of those are supplements so if I forget I won’t like die, BUT THAT’S NOT COUNTING THE ONES I HAVE TO TAKE WHEN I EAT. 

I have become an old woman. Please excuse the mild panic. 


Allergies + Keeping me up all night + 2 and a half hour history test = NO


Updated the theme, I EDITED THAT SIDEBAR YEP THAT’S MY EDIT

I’m proud alright.


really frustrated rn like ugh why can’t I find a job THEY WANTED TO HIRE ME WHY DID I PICK A COLLEGE 2 HOURS AWAY

I’m going to die in college because by the time someone thinks about hiring me I’ll be off to Grad School


Feeling bum and stressed. Happy Exams.

I think this calls for an extra super cute outfit yep sounds about right. I’ll be in sweatpants for the next three weeks exclusively anyways.


I’m actually a bit frustrated that I went onto Josh’s blog and found people hating on Hilton for winning. I mean yeah we repeated a show, but let’s see: the music was different, ESPECIALLY what I played I learned a whole new part 1, 2, and 3, with some other major changes in part 4. It was harder. And if repeating a show was taboo, the judges would have called it out and not let us win.

And see I don’t think repeating the show was why we won. We worked our butts off. 34 hour practice weeks sometimes. I actually missed like open houses and accepted students days at my college choices because I didn’t want to have to miss part of rehearsal. 

I’m just really disappointed because I thought other people would be classy enough to congratulate us on our hard work, like I sure as hell would have done if they beat us. 

That’s all